| Location | Orkney |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 18/07/2008 |
| Date of Death | 18/07/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,595 since 23/01/2009 |
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ella is my forever angel i really miss her and i everyday is like livein in hell
well i will tell you a bit about ella she was so so lively when i was pregnant with her she maid me
smile everytime i went swimming in the sea she loved that well i think anyway. she daddy had a nick
name for her he called her pooky because we didnt know the sex of her until she was born he still
calls her it now
when i found out that i was pregnant on the 10 december 2007 i was scared of hurting you and that if
i did anythink wrong you would leave me we had our first scan when you was 12 weeks only and thats
when i fell in love with you because i was so so scared that something would happen
we had a lovely 36 weeks but that was shourt lived because i fould out that you were taken from me
before i had the chance to say I LOVE YOU on the 18 july at 12.11 am you were born there was no
tears of ijoy no cards of cangraatulations only tears of sorrow and syimpthy cards that i didnt
want you were so so beautiful and daddy cryed and cryed until there were no tears left for him to
cry we brought you a cross neckeless and had sure that you were baptised because mummy and daddy
throught it was best for you daddy gave you his DAD ring that i had got him for fathers day but he
wanted you to have it
we layed you to rest at westray grave yard where we tryed to keep it together for megan and charley
your sisters we played snow patrol chasing cars and prince purple rain as you never stopped moving
to it
daddy was so so brave because he carried you all the was in the church and all the way down to your
garden.
i wish that you were still with me and daddy and that all this was a dream but we have desided that
we have to try and live your life for you ella and by that i mean not gving up on anything
another day gone is another day closer to you
nor star caride sweet dreams god bless tour babby child ( it means night night baby) we will always
love you but never for get you
love mummy and daddy
A Birthday In Heaven - Author Unknown
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play the fool
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel xxx
Special Angel Day - by Carmelle Gross
We do not need a special day
To bring you to our minds.
The days we do not think of you
Are very hard to find.
Each morning when we awake
We know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heartache
As we try to carry on.
Our hearts still ache with sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever know.
Our thoughts are always with you,
Your place no one can fill.
In life we loved you dearly;
In death we love you still.
There will always be a heartache,
And often a silent tear.
But always a precious memory
Of the days when you were here.
If tears would make a staircase,
And heartaches make a lane,
We'd walk the path to heaven
And bring you home again.
We hold you close within our hearts;
And there you will remain,
To walk with us throughout our lives
Until we meet again.
Our family chain is broken now,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.
●♥● GOODNIGHT AND GOD BLESS. ●♥●
Sometimes when I'm very quiet
I can hear "The Flutter Of Your Wings"
The sound is like music to my ears
and it makes my heart sing.
●♥●
When loneliness and emptiness
bring not a sound to hear
You know exactly what I need
as you flutter past my ear.
●♥●
Sometimes when I'm very still
I can almost feel "The Flutter Of Your Wings"
Their feathery touch is like magic
and much peace and comfort it brings.
●♥●
When I am left with no one
to hug or hold on to
You gently wrap me in your wings
and your love I feel is true.
●♥●
Sometimes when I am all alone
and against the distant sky
I can almost see "The Flutter Of Your Wings"
It brings a tear of happiness to my eye.
●♥●
When I look around and find not a soul
who cares if I live or die
You flutter your wings up in the clouds
and I find comfort in the sky.
●♥●
You are my Guardian Angel
and when I hear, feel and see
This means you are close by my side
and are watching over me.
●♥●
Sometimes when I feel so alone
you remind me that I'm loved
My angel sent down from heaven
with much love from up above.
●♥●
The love and closeness I sense from you
is all the reassurance I need
That I am someone very special
and I will follow where you lead.
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( \(_)/ )
(_ /|\ _)
../___\
●♥● GOODNIGHT AND GOD BLESS. ●♥●
Sometimes when I'm very quiet
I can hear "The Flutter Of Your Wings"
The sound is like music to my ears
and it makes my heart sing.
●♥●
When loneliness and emptiness
bring not a sound to hear
You know exactly what I need
as you flutter past my ear.
●♥●
Sometimes when I'm very still
I can almost feel "The Flutter Of Your Wings"
Their feathery touch is like magic
and much peace and comfort it brings.
●♥●
When I am left with no one
to hug or hold on to
You gently wrap me in your wings
and your love I feel is true.
●♥●
Sometimes when I am all alone
and against the distant sky
I can almost see "The Flutter Of Your Wings"
It brings a tear of happiness to my eye.
●♥●
When I look around and find not a soul
who cares if I live or die
You flutter your wings up in the clouds
and I find comfort in the sky.
●♥●
You are my Guardian Angel
and when I hear, feel and see
This means you are close by my side
and are watching over me.
●♥●
Sometimes when I feel so alone
you remind me that I'm loved
My angel sent down from heaven
with much love from up above.
●♥●
The love and closeness I sense from you
is all the reassurance I need
That I am someone very special
and I will follow where you lead.
(\ ●♥● /)
( \(_)/ )
(_ /|\ _)
../___\
47 weeks old
you would have been 47 weeks old today and im trying to think of what you would be going im so so scared as i know i will not see you again until the day i die and its starting to get you me if i could have one wish that wish would be to have you so that i knew that you are ok and safe
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if tears could bring you back i would have had you millions times over by now if they could make a stair way i would be with you and if they could have ended the pain all my pain would be gone mummy crys a million tears for you and more every day as i will never be with you i light candles to be closer to you but it reminds me that i cant have you and i lay at your garden hoping that you are with me but i know that you are no longer there i try i do ella but its so hard with out you i was whole but nw im not i know that you are happy and that you have meany angel friends but mummy just wishes that she was with you every one around me seems to be getting on with there life would they even remember the pain of losinga child the answer is no as they dont understand i love talking abot you as to me you are still with my somewhere
if i closed my eyes and i could be with you then i wouls sleep the rest of my life away as my life should be with you but i have to live in this hell that i call life and i just with that i was with you
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