| Location | Orkney |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 18/07/2008 |
| Date of Death | 18/07/2008 |
| Visitors | 2,743 since 23/01/2009 |
| Creator |
ella is my forever angel i really miss her and i everyday is like livein in hell
well i will tell you a bit about ella she was so so lively when i was pregnant with her she maid me smile everytime i went swimming in the sea she loved that well i think anyway. she daddy had a nick name for her he called her pooky because we didnt know the sex of her until she was born he still calls her it now
when i found out that i was pregnant on the 10 december 2007 i was scared of hurting you and that if i did anythink wrong you would leave me we had our first scan when you was 12 weeks only and thats when i fell in love with you because i was so so scared that something would happen
we had a lovely 36 weeks but that was shourt lived because i fould out that you were taken from me before i had the chance to say I LOVE YOU on the 18 july at 12.11 am you were born there was no tears of ijoy no cards of cangraatulations only tears of sorrow and syimpthy cards that i didnt want you were so so beautiful and daddy cryed and cryed until there were no tears left for him to cry we brought you a cross neckeless and had sure that you were baptised because mummy and daddy throught it was best for you daddy gave you his DAD ring that i had got him for fathers day but he wanted you to have it
we layed you to rest at westray grave yard where we tryed to keep it together for megan and charley your sisters we played snow patrol chasing cars and prince purple rain as you never stopped moving to it
daddy was so so brave because he carried you all the was in the church and all the way down to your garden.
i wish that you were still with me and daddy and that all this was a dream but we have desided that we have to try and live your life for you ella and by that i mean not gving up on anything
another day gone is another day closer to you
nor star caride sweet dreams god bless tour babby child ( it means night night baby) we will always love you but never for get you
love mummy and daddy
im sorry
For You, Precious Child
you precious child
you have been born
but you have been born
a sleeping baby
which made parents so so so sad
that precious child
that i was carrying
for nine months
was a beautiful baby girl
named ella who i love & miss with all my heart
she is gone
but never forgotten
in my book, she is still with us
but we just cant see her
she follows us everywhere
shes inivisible
Your precious child that you have is now with my baby girl Madilyn.
Madilyn was perfect.
The Story of Madilyn:
On March 12, 2001 I found out I was pregnant. I was so shocked. I was only 16 and I didnt know much about babies but I knew how to treat them. My sister, Faith, was only 2 and I didnt know what to think when Faith would meet Madilyn. I didnt even think twice what could happen to Madilyn (Madi) but I knew right away something might go wrong with my baby. The moment we saw you was when I was 10 weeks and you were so cute. you were our little "bean" as we called you. Daddy nicknamed you Bean cause you were so small. When I was 16 weeks, I found out I was having a baby girl, we named you Madilyn Elizabeth. As for you, Madi, we love you & miss you dearly!
We were both so brave. contractions started when iwas 32 weeks, i was 31 weeks when i found out that you were dead. i was so sad. :( i couldnt believe it. what was wrong with the world? it was ending. I always thought to myself, is this a dream? This can't be happening. It was Tuesday, December 13, 2001 2am, i was awake walking around for about 3 hrs thinking of what to do. as i didnt know what to do. I was so scared. we had your nursery ready, everything. Your favorite song that you moved around to? Angel by Sarah Mclachan (or however it is). Also, at your memorial we played Angel, Gone Forever, and Never Leave. While you were in my belly, i was in prom with my boyfriend david. and i was picking out dresses, you were kicking so crazily that i wanted to get you out so quickly. well, prom went by so quickly. it was december 3 2001 for prom. at 8pm we went to prom. i was wearing a SPARKLY dress. and then when i entered, i heard my fave song; 3 by britney spears. :) i was so happy. you began kicking when you heard the song, i think, :) you were just funny like that. RIP Madilyn & Ella.
Happy Birthday Ella
♩♪♫♬ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ♩♪♫♬
♫♬ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ♫♬
♫♬ HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR ELLA ♫♬
♫♬ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU . ♫♬
-♩♪♫♬ ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ ♩♪♫♬
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
A Birthday In Heaven - Author Unknown
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play the fool
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel xxx
Special Angel Day - by Carmelle Gross
We do not need a special day
To bring you to our minds.
The days we do not think of you
Are very hard to find.
Each morning when we awake
We know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heartache
As we try to carry on.
Our hearts still ache with sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever know.
Our thoughts are always with you,
Your place no one can fill.
In life we loved you dearly;
In death we love you still.
There will always be a heartache,
And often a silent tear.
But always a precious memory
Of the days when you were here.
If tears would make a staircase,
And heartaches make a lane,
We'd walk the path to heaven
And bring you home again.
We hold you close within our hearts;
And there you will remain,
To walk with us throughout our lives
Until we meet again.
Our family chain is broken now,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.
●♥● GOODNIGHT AND GOD BLESS. ●♥●
Sometimes when I'm very quiet
I can hear "The Flutter Of Your Wings"
The sound is like music to my ears
and it makes my heart sing.
●♥●
When loneliness and emptiness
bring not a sound to hear
You know exactly what I need
as you flutter past my ear.
●♥●
Sometimes when I'm very still
I can almost feel "The Flutter Of Your Wings"
Their feathery touch is like magic
and much peace and comfort it brings.
●♥●
When I am left with no one
to hug or hold on to
You gently wrap me in your wings
and your love I feel is true.
●♥●
Sometimes when I am all alone
and against the distant sky
I can almost see "The Flutter Of Your Wings"
It brings a tear of happiness to my eye.
●♥●
When I look around and find not a soul
who cares if I live or die
You flutter your wings up in the clouds
and I find comfort in the sky.
●♥●
You are my Guardian Angel
and when I hear, feel and see
This means you are close by my side
and are watching over me.
●♥●
Sometimes when I feel so alone
you remind me that I'm loved
My angel sent down from heaven
with much love from up above.
●♥●
The love and closeness I sense from you
is all the reassurance I need
That I am someone very special
and I will follow where you lead.
(\ ●♥● /)
( \(_)/ )
(_ /|\ _)
../___\
●♥● GOODNIGHT AND GOD BLESS. ●♥●
Sometimes when I'm very quiet
I can hear "The Flutter Of Your Wings"
The sound is like music to my ears
and it makes my heart sing.
●♥●
When loneliness and emptiness
bring not a sound to hear
You know exactly what I need
as you flutter past my ear.
●♥●
Sometimes when I'm very still
I can almost feel "The Flutter Of Your Wings"
Their feathery touch is like magic
and much peace and comfort it brings.
●♥●
When I am left with no one
to hug or hold on to
You gently wrap me in your wings
and your love I feel is true.
●♥●
Sometimes when I am all alone
and against the distant sky
I can almost see "The Flutter Of Your Wings"
It brings a tear of happiness to my eye.
●♥●
When I look around and find not a soul
who cares if I live or die
You flutter your wings up in the clouds
and I find comfort in the sky.
●♥●
You are my Guardian Angel
and when I hear, feel and see
This means you are close by my side
and are watching over me.
●♥●
Sometimes when I feel so alone
you remind me that I'm loved
My angel sent down from heaven
with much love from up above.
●♥●
The love and closeness I sense from you
is all the reassurance I need
That I am someone very special
and I will follow where you lead.
(\ ●♥● /)
( \(_)/ )
(_ /|\ _)
../___\
47 weeks old
you would have been 47 weeks old today and im trying to think of what you would be going im so so scared as i know i will not see you again until the day i die and its starting to get you me if i could have one wish that wish would be to have you so that i knew that you are ok and safe
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┊ ┊ ♥ OUR LOSS
┊ ♥ HEAVENS GAIN
♥ GOODNIGHT ANGEL
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ჱܓ LOVE AS ALWAYS ♥ JO ჱܓ
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